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The Tiger and the Cage

A Memoir of a Body in Crisis

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With The Tiger and the Cage, Bolden uses her own experience as the starting point for a journey through the institutional misogyny of Western medicine—from a history of labeling women "hysterical" and parading them as curiosities to a lack of information on causes or cures for endometriosis, despite more than a century of documented cases. Recounting botched surgeries and dire side effects from pharmaceuticals affecting her and countless others, Bolden speaks to the ways people are often failed by the official narratives of institutions meant to protect them.

Bolden also interrogates a narrative commonly imposed on menstruating bodies: the expected story arc of marriage and children. She interrogates her body as a painful site she must mentally escape and a countdown she hopes to beat by having a child before a hysterectomy. Only later does she find language and acceptance for her asexality and the life she needs to lead. Through all its gripping, devastating, and beautiful threads, The Tiger and the Cage says what Bolden and so many like her have needed to hear: I see you, and I believe you.

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    • Publisher's Weekly

      May 23, 2022
      In this dark and riveting work, poet Bolden (Malificae) documents the intersections of body, medicine, spirit, and society through the lens of her own afflictions. The author was diagnosed with dysautonomia at age 12, endometriosis shortly after, and a list of related and possibly unrelated conditions that worsened until her eventual hysterectomy at 33. As she recounts her medical odyssey alongside her race against the fertility clock, she reveals the failures of both language and medicine to address the complexity of chronic pain (“ believed me inexactly—that I felt dizzy, that I saw stars... but they didn’t believe me exactly”), while juxtaposing her experience with the history of 19th-century “hysterics” at France’s Salpêtrière Hospital, who were taught to perform their alleged madness for their doctors’ research. Like her predecessors, Bolden is a frequent victim of gaslighting by doctors who regard her issues with indifference—one gynecological surgeon, after accidentally puncturing her bowel during operation, exclaims “the pain is in Emily’s head” before realizing she “also ha a sizeable fibroid.” Of her mother’s silent reaction, Bolden writes, “It has its weight. Every single time.” Her lyrical language carries that weight, transmuting rage into catharsis when she liberates herself from an existence dictated by “producing a biological offspring.” This stings as much as it astounds.

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